My life is full of choices I didn’t make

I took them but I wasn’t the one to create

I hold up to them even when I was afraid

But it was never myself who created all those choices 

One day I wanna take a choice willingly from my head 

Not from peoples mind downloaded to mine

I wanna be free to chose what I would like to become mine

But unfortunately always when a choice comes up to my mind, I’m not the one who can choose, right?

Is it that every choice we’d like to take was there before in someone else’s head?